work.... and boredom
Jun. 28th, 2004 08:42 pmBleah....
More wierd stressful dreams...
In this one, I was lost in "Bern, Switzerland" except that it looked like the suburbs of Lafayette somewhere, with one or two big stone castly thingies...
I had been in one of those buildings... a musuem or theater, there were tons of people, and some cafe tables... and I was getting seperated, or someone didn't have money for tickets... something..
And then I'm watching a play... a musical mayhap.. but it's taking place in the air.. the actors are hanging from ropes and setting up the scene, which is a bunch of panels that look like the side of a ship, which they are cleaning and singing about... (Makes sense, right?)
But the next thing I know, I'm wandering around outside, and it's almost dusk. I don't have any idea where I am really, and I'm alone..
I walk, and I see little stores and shops closing. One women peers at me strangely from behind a door window, like it's peculiar that I'm about at that hour..
I'm getting concerned, I don't have anything but the clothes on my back, and I don't know where everyone went... I walk faster...
more lawns, and houses... chain link fences, like the ones around here...
it's still light out, but I'm getting nowhere... nothing seems to be pointing me in the right direction..
and then these two dogs come loping up, and I don't know why, but I can tell they're bad news... I start to run, they chase me, but they catch up within a block
They jump at me, lunge for my hands... teeth, mouths connect, but I can't feel the pain
and I'm waking up, I was realizing I was dreaming...
I can hear myself whimper in the real world, and I'm awake...
it's about 8:47.. my alarm hasn't even gone off, it's set for 9:30...
Catch the end of Yu-Gi-Oh!
Study my brains out, doing the study tests in the Lifeguard Training Manual, go in at noon and take my test... and work all afternoon, bike home, have leftovers, and go back to work (same as ever...)
Need a shower... can't compel myself to take one, I know I have to get in the water to perform the last of my rescue skills tomorrow, then drown myself in sun screen and schwitz for the remainder of the day... what's the use?
Well, on the bright side, I still need to look through my photographs and decide what I want to bring to the apartment...
I'm so tired of dreams that blow... if they're not stressful, they're creepy, or make me cry... and I don't know how to make them go away... I can't read and watch TV forever
Payday is a week from Friday..
More wierd stressful dreams...
In this one, I was lost in "Bern, Switzerland" except that it looked like the suburbs of Lafayette somewhere, with one or two big stone castly thingies...
I had been in one of those buildings... a musuem or theater, there were tons of people, and some cafe tables... and I was getting seperated, or someone didn't have money for tickets... something..
And then I'm watching a play... a musical mayhap.. but it's taking place in the air.. the actors are hanging from ropes and setting up the scene, which is a bunch of panels that look like the side of a ship, which they are cleaning and singing about... (Makes sense, right?)
But the next thing I know, I'm wandering around outside, and it's almost dusk. I don't have any idea where I am really, and I'm alone..
I walk, and I see little stores and shops closing. One women peers at me strangely from behind a door window, like it's peculiar that I'm about at that hour..
I'm getting concerned, I don't have anything but the clothes on my back, and I don't know where everyone went... I walk faster...
more lawns, and houses... chain link fences, like the ones around here...
it's still light out, but I'm getting nowhere... nothing seems to be pointing me in the right direction..
and then these two dogs come loping up, and I don't know why, but I can tell they're bad news... I start to run, they chase me, but they catch up within a block
They jump at me, lunge for my hands... teeth, mouths connect, but I can't feel the pain
and I'm waking up, I was realizing I was dreaming...
I can hear myself whimper in the real world, and I'm awake...
it's about 8:47.. my alarm hasn't even gone off, it's set for 9:30...
Catch the end of Yu-Gi-Oh!
Study my brains out, doing the study tests in the Lifeguard Training Manual, go in at noon and take my test... and work all afternoon, bike home, have leftovers, and go back to work (same as ever...)
Need a shower... can't compel myself to take one, I know I have to get in the water to perform the last of my rescue skills tomorrow, then drown myself in sun screen and schwitz for the remainder of the day... what's the use?
Well, on the bright side, I still need to look through my photographs and decide what I want to bring to the apartment...
I'm so tired of dreams that blow... if they're not stressful, they're creepy, or make me cry... and I don't know how to make them go away... I can't read and watch TV forever
Payday is a week from Friday..